My Christian Art Journey: How Faith Shaped My Calling
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A Dream Never Dreamed
Made Seen was born from a simple seminary project and a season of unseen beginnings. From quiet and unexpected places, God grew an art journey that now carries His light into homes everywhere.
I Thought I'd be a Teacher
I honestly thought I’d be a teacher, marry a Chinese man, and stay in China for the rest of my life.
After college, I taught kids English at a mission-minded organization in Wuhan, China. I loved the mission, but I quickly learned that teaching just wasn’t for me — it drained me instead of giving me life.
During that same season, I went through one of the hardest experiences of my life: being dismissed from the church community that had been my whole world.
I still don’t fully know why, but I think the pastor wanted to silence anyone who asked questions.
It broke my heart, but it also planted a deep desire in me — to know Christ firmly for myself and to help others build their faith on a solid foundation.
I Wanted to Go Home
That deep longing led me to the U.S. to study at Dallas Theological Seminary.
Seminary stretched me in every way possible — academically, spiritually, and personally.
The cultural shock was real and overwhelming, and I wrestled with who I was in this new place.
More than once, I thought about quitting and going back home to China, where everything felt so much easier and familiar. My English felt clumsy, I didn’t know what I could do here, and I missed my people.
But in that season of uncertainty, God was silently and gently shaping me.
He was teaching me that my worth wasn’t in my language or skills, or even in my culture, but in Him alone.
The Mailroom: My Unexpected Classroom
But God had other plans.
During seminary, I married Alex (we met in China when he was serving as a missionary), and we started praying about what direction God wanted us to go.
One day, I decided to try painting for a creative project assigned by a professor. boom! It felt like God unlocked a hidden part of me, and out poured colors, ideas, and joy I didn’t know I had.
Something in me came alive.
After graduation, I expected God might lead us back to China, but instead I ended up working in a mail room. Not glamorous at all — but it was there that I learned how to run a massive commercial printer. At the time, I had no idea how much I’d need that knowledge.
Looking back now, I can see it so clearly: God was preparing me, step by step, for the journey ahead. That season gave me the skills (and the spark!) I would need to start Made Seen.
It Was Not Overnight
No it wasn't.
I began creating the kind of art I wished had existed since 2019 —Bible-inspired, but also aesthetically beautiful and fitting for modern homes.
While I was working full time, I never stopped creating, even when I didn’t know where it would lead.
The journey wasn’t glamorous, no matter how it might look on social media.
As you already know, I wasn’t trained in art. God gave me the gift, but the skills came slowly, through practice, patience, and a lot of trial and error.
Around the same time, I also stepped into motherhood. Work and raising little ones didn’t leave much room for creating—but I never stopped.
I still remember when Ellie was a baby, I would wake up at 5 a.m. just to carve out time with the Lord and a little space to create.
So this has been years of waiting, learning, and growing. Made Seen officially formed in 2023. It was a dream came true - a dream never dreamed.
THANK YOU!
I am deeply grateful for every person who encouraged me, believed in me, invested in me, or supported me along the way—you are a huge part of why I am still doing this today.
And above all, I thank the Lord. He is so good and so gracious to use someone like me for His glory.
"But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace toward me was not in vain."
1 Corinthians 15:10
About the Author
Joy Gonzales is the artist and writer behind Made Seen. She writes from lived experience at the intersection of faith, art, and ordinary life, sharing stories shaped by grace, calling, and quiet trust in God. Through both words and artwork, Joy hopes to create space for reflection and gentle return to truth.
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Thank you for being obedient to the Lord. You bless do many!!!!